Daily Archives: July 3, 2013

Too tired

My unwritten story
Today I feel like my Dystonia is like an unwritten story and all that is written on my life’s sheet of paper is the word Dystonia. I’m unable to move which is frustrating as well as tiring. I don’t know why I feel so physically drained and tired all I have done is sit and cry.
I so now need my holiday to arrive I know lack of sleep and pain is a very big part in these feelings.

Hopefully some rest is ahead

I understand how people can change because of the pain which is caused by this condition called Dystonia. I do find it hard thinking and knowing how much it has changed me. I have become more frustrated and stubborn with this condition. The frustration is that so little is known about this condition and no one truly understands how I or a fellow sufferer really feels. I sometimes feel like I am just pulling my hair out because it makes me so crazy arhhhhhhhh.

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I know that these are not good feelings to have nor is stress but the more frustrated I get the more stressed I get which is still no good for me. I try hard to hide these things as I know my hubby and family worry about me. I’m still trying the crutches which make me a bit quicker so I no longer feel like the tortoise and hare as I was getting overtaken by the more older generation.

On a different note i am still trying my Zen Tangles here is my latest one.

My latest Zen Tangle
I’m due on my holidays in a couple of days so I am going to find my inner restful self and have a chill time and also maybe fingers crossed I will sleep better but never mind.